bloggnamn

genom fönstret ser vi baracker och montage

vi låter tystnaden tala

för i denna värld är det de talandes röst som tas.

våra liv rinner genom timmar av glas

 

er verkligheten klipps i bitar

naglar med jord

smutsiga fingrar som döljer vårt livs ord

vi är inte här för att begå folkmord

men vi förblir här tills vi räddat moder jord

 

och genom dörren kom mannen

han i vit rock

vi bakom galler

i hans ögon ser jag rädsla och förakt

i mina ser han bara pengar och makt

en riktigt människa borde ha sett det jag har sagt

 

är det meningen att lida
är det meningen att förblöda
och ha ont i sin slida

ryggen den värker och magen den skriker
trosan den läcker och rummet det stinker

tårarna rinner
benen de viker
huvet det bankar
med lite tur
i toaletten jag skiter

jag kan inte gå, kan inte stå
det känns som att ett tåg
har vällt ner på min tå

ingen som hör
jag tror att jag dör
mitt gnäll tar ej slut
och bajset, vill inte ut


min vulva är våt
och min pojkvän är kåt
klättra upp för berget om du ska
leka i grottan
får vi göra en annan da'

efter en sats
finns det inte längre plats
för snopp eller dopp
varken finger eller stock


det spänner och det klämmer
ingenting läkarna säger stämmer
jag önskar mig hellre en jävlig död
än att inte kunna skära mitt eget bröd

I may have changed
but things are getting harder
or have I gone wild
of all that love u gave?¨
like a bomb falling baby
you took me to places
ive never been
i dont care if you get old
sick or grim
i dont care if you do it
for your win
im gonna love you every day from now
foverer in eternity

my eyes are fucking killing me
left or right, makes no difference
up or down more less
light up my toke
left a mess behind
as i spoke
three word almost the same
fuck  mother !
-I'm going insane

A red girl in brown shoes
her red eyes were glowing
hush hush..
she counts to ten
now play by the rules
no passin out on numbers
breakin rules is for fools

we decided to survive the fall
big oceans of fear
great fire climb the walls

she saw the devil in me
said only he would care
i knew my way out
farewell to beastiallity
that we have fought

meet me in the book of eibon
what in the world are we waiting for?
we have to get past
little red guy down there
says we'll have a blast

Didnt think it would be that hard
but he has his hearts collected
still eager to enter the door of evil
and no one can get it off his mind
a girl in the hallway
she has one on her stomach and one on her back
screamed for help twice
but no help insight
dali paintings dresses her wall
I cant help to stare
cant help to take my time

A vase in the hallway
she made a flower hers
stood there for a while
and kept staring at the door
now theres a key under his pillow
and she was thinking of burning that house down
key would stay, beyond ashes and wood
burnmarks, they wont go away that easy

tonight we were all swimming in blood
twisted catbodys flew over the streets
i close my window got ants in my feet

a loose grip for the one with good shoes
i got lucky
pale corpses falling from a big blue sky
i got no place to be
ive got no place to sleep tonight

the grass is greaner up there
it grows everywhere

we take long walks
do wacko-space-talks
and we'll talk to luna allright
though she cant hold on for me
I took the wrong side of her lunity

My dreams are getting  real
these windows, what are they ?
i keep wondering
I've got deamons upon me
cursed with desires, and probably i've deserved it
im allways running, unable to get help
got intestines in my mouth
I've got a forrest to cross
places places and some more places
all printed like tatoos on my brains
and I have to make em stop

at a point i get stuck
mirrors appearing with sickness in mind
this man, hes not just staying there
he's got another perspective of time
searching for eyecontact
stiff like a corpse, yet he moves around
cant focus, cant just stay there
have to make my way out of here

in my dreams i run around
i run around and i cant help to turn around
the more i run around the panic starts to appear
starts to appear and has decided not to dissapear

two uncrackable windows and one bed for a true friend
thats what there is, no clue and no end.

I watch my hours running out
days hiding behind nights
one moon compared to seven
I saw five not eleven !
and I got it all figured out
I'll spend my christmas here with my teddy tight
sleep all day and smoke all night
but yet nothing will be as it´s used to

get em drapes all down
to hide behind one
loveacts turning to catfights
I cant get enought of this one
smoke all day and fuck all night
guess everything will turn allright

head for the hills, high up higher than all
grounds got covered in blood
climbin' up, afraid to fall
big piles of death all above this mud
and pouring pus in heaps of flesh
my last wish is told and soon to be said
I wish for a quick death and to keep my head
insides outide
my body in a sack
I breathe I moam and try to get back

make some room
I know we'll meet again
but no day soon
cuz we've met before
jeah, we were worms on the moon
dig holes to find gold
dig for some schroom

Near the flood of my perception

One word in wrong direction

A man dressed in white, one girl on each of his side

God they may say, but there’s nothing goddess about him

Frizzy hair and some teeth in my ears

Figure he has been doing this, for how many years

Shout out loud but make no sound

You’re so easy to come around

as i close my eyes the images start to appear
its not a dream for you to hold
endless screams and a story untold
this is not a dream at all
its whats written on every fuckers wall
and I open my eyes, then I fall fall fall

the evening is all out
the night is stroking down my side
my hours are all gone
my time is all done
i'm waiting for something big to rise
I'm waiting for a big suprise
that no one can realise
I'll stare at your big black eyes
eating your apple-pies
sleep all day, awake the whole night
until they r done with lies